Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Cup o' Feelings

One of the challenges of no internet at home...rare blogs.

This weekend, I embarked on a journey to Camp Four Echoes to be head chef for a small event hosted in the new, heated lodge! It was fun, no stress, can't complain. It made me miss camp something fierce. Like I've said before, I love camp. So I've been trying to work things out so I can come out this summer and be head chef all summer long. I don't quite know how this will work out, but I'm going to try and make it work. Cross your fingers everyone!

On another note, it was my grandma's 89th birthday yesterday. For a woman who swore she wasn't going to live past 80, and then 85...She's still got so much spunk in her! I recently found out that she was born with a still heart, and she had one of the first medical injections (I could be wrong about this) on the west coast to start her heart again. Her grandchildren have determined this to be the source of the spunk. Happy birthday Grandma, I love you :)

I'm also trying to get going in school, and things aren't looking up...I don't really see the point in going to school for one semester, having the summer off...and then going back to school. I think I'm going to check into what my options are for going to Eastern in the fall. My family might not be very thrilled that I just took a year off of school, but here I am to say that it's none of their goddamned business. I'm the baby of the family, and everyone else has since graduated from college, but not me. I'm not even going.
All I want to do is cry when I think about this... I want to cry because of the judgement, the pressure...everything.
"You're so bright, I hate to see you waste that"
Family, I love you, but I will go to school when I'm good and ready.

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